So today I went for a rather 'personal' dr's appt. So personal that it'll endup being invasive in the -ahem-ending of my person.

If the idea of being scoped in the very linings of my filtering parts isn't enough to make me cringe, then the notion that the person doing the scoping is one young, very hot, unmarried physician (I didn't see a ring). URGGHHHH, why, why oh Lord is my arse invoved in this process? What disgrace I will be going through, (in my mind only, but STILL) as I will likely not be sedated.

Figures, just when I am single, just when I meet a hot young guy...it's in this situation...

well, I guess it can't get more degregated as this...hopefully the next time I meet a hot young guy it won't be involving THIS kind of examination...BOOOOOOOOOOO for me.

YOwza!!!

I am getting back to reality...the dust is beginning to settle.

Pieces of my life are coming together like a veritable gel of memories attached to stings of thought, logic and sense.

Ever experienced a fore-thought, realized it was important, just didn't know at the time that it would play deeply into your life? Welcome to my world. The fore-thoughts are now a series of hind-sights....AHHH

Listening to a very handsome voice has given me a particular pleasant vibe today....it made me reflect on what I used to be, what I could be and just being in connection with myself -on a level where I am not responsible for how my thoughts are going to affect someone I share accomodations with-is SUCH a liberating feeling.

Thank you Simon...wherever you are..perhaps reading another book or giving it your all for the love of your public.....

After a long, sometimes daunting dating situation, this girl is free...yes free again!

Not that all of out time together was awful, just a good portion of it.. for many reasons

Now, it 's time for me...and me....and me....YIPPPPIE